Well I did that diet for 4 days and while it felt great I fell off the bandwagon and it was so much fun just to stuff my mouth full of junk food. Some days I have no idea how I’m ever going to lose the weight. I have to almost physically make myself stay with one day at a time because there is always something to plan for, to hope for. I can’t think about that. I need to just be with the moment.

Tensions arising with the hubs. I can’t take all the neediness sometimes. Not sure what to do on that front.