Archive for January, 2012


Crap…

having trouble getting off my ass this week…

Happy New Year

It’s the new year and I’ve made some decisions that are going to make this year both impossibly hard and challenging. Weight loss is still a huge priority. I need to make an effort on laziness. I feel that that has impacted my life in such a negative way. I’ve been too lazy to exercise, too lazy to cook, too lazy to do anything with my life.

This year, as cliche as it sounds, will be different. I want to be different. Not only will I be working towards my career, I need to make connections and build a tutoring business. I need to learn about my field and focus in on what I am interested in. I need to build connections at the university and start working in the lab there.

For exercise, I need to do it. And eat right. I am worth it. What am I afraid of? Why do I not exercise? I think I need to dig a little more into my self and understand why I act this way.